Thursday, May 21, 2026

{ Fearfully and Wonderfully Broken by Sydney Anne Bennet - TLC Book Tour }

 

About Fearfully and Wonderfully Broken: Fighting for Faith When You’re Falling Apart

• Publisher: Thomas Nelson (April 28, 2026)
• Paperback: 240 pages

Are you battling chronic struggles—whether physical, mental, emotional, relational, or social? Are they eating away at your faith? Sydney Anne Bennett has been there.

She knows what it is to live in a body that is unraveling, a world that doesn’t understand, and a church that doesn’t always know what to say. With compassion, wit, and quiet strength, Sydney invites you to remember that some of life’s fiercest battles are fought flat on your back—and not one of them is wasted.

In Fearfully and Wonderfully Broken, Sydney shares her story of becoming disabled just two weeks after her honeymoon and learning to live with Functional Neurological Disorder (FND)—a condition that disrupts the brain’s ability to send correct signals to the body, resulting in daily seizures, mobility loss, and chronic pain.

Learning to live with this disability, as well as the loss and pain that comes with it, has been one of her greatest struggles as well as the way in which God is building her strength. But Sydney doesn’t just talk about disability—she lives with it, coaches on it, and laughs through it, inviting her readers to join her journey. Fearfully and Wonderfully Broken aims to:

  • discover practical strategies for coping with chronic struggles and limitations;
  • make peace with questions and embrace the daily fight for faith;
  • uncover strength in weakness and dignity in dependence; and
  • receive heartfelt hope and encouragement to keep going—even when healing doesn’t come.

Sydney will be your unafraid guide through whatever valley you are walking through, normalizing doubt and the daily fight for faith, and recognizing the presence of God there.

About the author

Sydney Anne Bennett is a writer, disability advocate, and speaker who helps people struggling with chronic illness and pain find confidence and hope again—while pointing them to Jesus.

Two weeks after her honeymoon, Sydney became disabled and was later diagnosed with Functional Neurological Disorder (FND), a condition that disrupts the brain’s ability to send correct signals to the body. She experiences daily seizures, chronic pain, and mobility loss—and often uses a wheelchair.

In 2022, Sydney began sharing her story on Instagram as a way of processing grief, faith, and the strange in-between of being both young and disabled. Today, she encourages a global audience of over 300,000 people with honesty, humor, and hope that leans hard on Jesus.

She lives in Idaho with her husband, Colton, their daughter, Hadassah, and are joyfully awaiting the arrival of their second child in fall 2025.

 
 
My thoughts:
I have been on a faith filled journey.  As close as I believe I am to God, it never seems enough, and there is a constant daily battle against my mind.  Against the fears, the worries, the anxieties.  It's a never ending cycle that becomes quite exhausting after a while.
 
In my attempt to get closer to God and to shift my way of thinking, I have been reading a lot of Christian non fiction this year.  When I had the opportunity to receive a copy of Fearfully and Wonderfully Broken, I immediately said yes.  Not because I can relate to Sydney's personal health struggles, but as a Christian woman, I can certainly relate to the health anxiety and fears that seems to strike us all.
 
I love that Sydney wrote this book not only to share her personal struggles, but also at the same time encouraging and pointing us towards the one that can help through it all.  Jesus.
 
She writes in a way that feels like a conversation on paper, rather than a clinical medical report.  It made it easy to quickly read through it.
 
What do we do when we seek healing for ourselves or a family member, or friend, and it seems the healing never comes?  
How do we have faith through these situations and daily struggles?
 
Sydney uses her own tools to manage her disability, to help us learn ways to deal with life and those difficult moments.
 
Wonderfully told by an incredibly strong and courageous woman.
 
 
Thank you to TLC Book Tours and Thomas Nelson, for providing me with a copy. 
 
 
     
 

 
 

Wednesday, May 20, 2026

{ America the Beautiful Book Tag }

 It has been a hot minute since I've done a tag of any kind on the blog.  
 
Do you remember back in the old blogging days, when tags were going around all the time?  There were so many, and we tagged each other back and forth, and through those got to know each other better.  I always enjoyed learning more about a blogger through the answers they gave.
 
I saw this one going around the booktuber videos and I thought it was so cute, that I decided to bring it to the blog and tag some of you.  Don't feel like you have to do it, if you don't want to, that's perfectly fine. 
 
In honor of America's 250th birthday, here are the prompts, which were created by Taylor over at Tales and Treats with Kay.
 
Here are the prompts:
In God We Trust – A Christian fiction book 
Old Glory – A book that elicits strong emotion 
Superpower – Main character with a unique ability OR a big, epic book 
The American Dream– A book with a great family 
One Republic – a book with political intrigue 
Pledge of Allegiance – A book or series you are fiercely loyal to 
Oh Say Can You See – A book that surprised you and gave you chills at the ending 
Melting Pot – A book that is a blend of 2 genres 
Secret Six– A book with espionage 
Westward Expansion – Tag others!  
 


In God We Trust – A Christian fiction book
I have so many for this prompt, but I can't pick them all, so I will just pick one of the Christian fiction books I have enjoyed lately.
 
Counted with the Stars by Connilyn Cossette
 
 
 
 
 Old Glory – A book that elicits strong emotion
Without a doubt it has to be A Voice in the Wind by Francine Rivers.  To this day, I think about the book, the story, Hadassah and her faith.  Probably the most powerful faith filled fiction book, I have ever read.
 
A voice in the Wind by Francine Rivers 
 

 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
Superpower – Main character with a unique ability OR a big, epic book 
This one is hard, I don't read much fantasy at all, so I don't think I have a book that would fit this prompt.  As for big epic book, I guess I will have to use one that I am currently reading which is HUGE.
 
Kristin Lavransdatter by Sigrid Undsett
 

 
 
 
  
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
The American Dream– A book with a great family
I would have to pick Nancy E. Turner and These is My Words.  The bond that Sarah's family has is incredible.  Being in the frontier, loss is almost an every day occurrence, but this family sticks together no matter what comes their way.
 
These is my Words by Nancy E. Turner 
 
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One Republic – a book with political intrigue 
I don't usually read books about politics at all, it's not something I find interesting and actually it's something I steer clear off since we have to deal with it in real life.  I would rather it stay very far from my reading Hahaha
 
I would have to say though, the one closest to it would be the Megan Soja trilogy Harbor of Spies which focuses on the American Revolution Era.
 
Spark of the Revolution by Megan Soja
 
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Pledge of Allegiance – A book or series you are fiercely loyal to 
Without a doubt the series that I have kept for years and will never get rid of, is the Nancy E. Turner series Sarah Agnes Pine.
 
These is my words
Sarah's Quilt
The Star Garden
 

 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
Oh Say Can You See – A book that surprised you and gave you chills at the ending
This is an easy one because Francine Rivers has a way of writing books that not only give you chills but have endings that leave you stunned.  Without a doubt, the book that did this for me and has now become my favorite book of all time, is:
 
A Voice in the Wind by Francine Rivers
 
 
 
 
 
  
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 Melting Pot – A book that is a blend of 2 genres 
Oohhh that's hard.  I don't tend to read books that mix different genres, but recently I did read a trilogy by Carrie Cotten that does just that.  Fantasy and Christian Fiction, and I loved the series, matter of fact I have book four waiting to be read.
 
The Huntress by Carrie Cotten 
 
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Secret Six– A book with espionage  
For me, I will have to go with another from the Harbor of Spies trilogy.  This book has romance, spies, revolution, action, everything.
 
Secrets of the Revolution by Megan Soja 
 
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Westward Expansion – Tag others!  
Now, I am going to tag some of you, but again you do not have to join in if you don't want to, or you don't read enough to have answers to these.  It's just for fun.  I know this is mainly tagged as an America the Beautiful and in celebration of the 250th Anniversary, but even if you don't live in the USA, you can still join in and add books that are your favorites, from your own country.
 

Tuesday, May 19, 2026

{ Renovating the living room....a work in progress }

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We moved into this house in May of 2015.  We bought the house in 2019.  Through all these years I have had a vision in my mind of what I wanted to do with each room.  
 
I'm sure you remember when we first moved in, that I had very strong opinions about some of the rooms, especially the dining room and the living room.  The paneled walls in the dining room are still not a favorite but I've learned to live with them, though I will be painting an accent wall in there.
 
The green living room on the other hand, boy did I hate it.  Let me remind you what I walked into. 
 
 
Living room 
 
I couldn't do it, and I tried over the years but I kept hoping and hoping and looking forward to the day that I could change it all.  But that means money and time and God's timing for things to happen, so I waited and now all these years later, I am finally doing what I want to with the room.
 
My inspiration is a Boho, earthy, very calm and nature like living room.  Lots of dark green, wood, plants and comfy pillows, bookshelves filled with books and books in corners of the room too.  
 
So let me show you where we're at right now:

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I knew I wanted a darker green, something in the sage green family, but I wasn't sure exactly which shade to get.  Funny enough, I walked into Lowe's, looked at the green swatches and immediately grabbed this one, which is called Olive Grove.
 
I was hoping it would be what I was looking for, but the minute I put it on the wall I knew I had picked the right color.  Curtis was still a bit unsure, he liked the darker but didn't know how the final result would look.  This was and is my project, so he gave me full reign to do whatever and just helped me with anything I needed, which was getting the second coat on some of the higher areas that I couldn't reach even with the step ladder. 

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I was so eager to get this done that I just went to work with the little roller and little drip pan I had on hand.  Needless to say, that lasted about an hour and then I thought "nope, gotta get the bigger ones or I'll be painting until eternity".
 
Again, I am still working on the baseboards, trims, doorways and windowsills, but the main part of the room is finished and I could not be more thrilled.
 
As I decorate and get everything done, I will keep sharing with you, but here's what the room is looking like at the moment.  I couldn't love it any more if I tried. 

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This lamp I already had in the living room, but I didn't think it fit with the look I wanted, and also didn't want to go spend money on a new lamp, so I decided to change it up with what I had on hand.
 
I used twine and redid the shade.  I LOVE how it turned out ♥
 
 Living room
 
You can in the picture above, how the lamp used to look.
 
Overall, it's been a lot of work but I am really enjoying making these changes.  I am currently painting our bedroom in the same green, and of course I will show you that as well when I'm done.
 
What do you think?  Better than it was? Do you have any ideas for the room, would love any advice, tips etc.

Monday, May 18, 2026

{ Happy Homemaker Monday - 05/18/2026 }

 
 
Good morning everyone.  Welcome back, come on in and sit a bit.  Let's get this day started the right way, with a cup of coffee or tea.
 
I am tired this morning, I slept really well this weekend but maybe that's the problem?  Maybe I slept too much?  Hahah  Oh goodness, we are never content fully no matter what, right?  
 
Anyway, let's get on with our Happy Homemaker Monday post.  I wish you all a very blessed week.
 
Sandra
♥♥♥♥
 
 
 *** The Weather *** 
We've had cloudy and rainy days, which I love, but the winds are quite annoying.  I know I say that all the time, but for pete's sake, can it please just stop?  It knocks all my plants over, it throws furniture around and is just very annoying to do deal with.  We have more wind in the coming days and quite a bit of rainy weather.  
  
Monday - Cloudy and windy, 90
Tuesday - Thunderstorms, 71
Wednesday - Cloudy, 73
Thursday - Thunderstorms, 72
Friday - Cloudy, 83
Saturday - Cloudy, 84
Sunday - Cloudy, 85
 
 
*** Right now I am *** 
I just finished getting my dishwasher going, grabbed a cup of coffee and am back at my desk to get this post up.  
 
 
*** Thinking and pondering *** 
How wonderful it was to see America being rededicated to God yesterday.  I never thought I would see something like that, and I've never seen it done in any other country, that I have lived in.  Truly incredible ♥ 
 
 
*** How I am feeling ***
Tired and quite sore from my gym workout this weekend.  But, I am well otherwise. 
 
 
*** On the breakfast plate *** 
I had oatmeal with blueberries, coconut and walnuts.  I am on my second cup of coffee. 
 
 
*** On the lunch plate *** 
I will have a salad and a crab cake.  
 
 
*** On the dinner plate *** 
Beef stew with peppers and potatoes, Sauteed collard greens
 
 
*** On the menu *** 
Time to work on the new meal plan, so as always the menu will be incomplete.
 
Monday - Beef stew with peppers and potatoes, Sauteed collard greens
Tuesday -  Chicken Kofta, Pita bread, Chickpea salad 
Wednesday
Thursday -  
Friday - Curt's birthday, out to eat at an Italian restaurant
Saturday
Sunday -  

 
*** What I am wearing *** 
Hahahah well, funny enough, I am wearing the exact same dress I wore last Monday.  I just noticed I put down the same black midi dress. 
 
 
*** On my reading pile *** 
Getting through Deuteronomy in Bible.
 
Finished the book I was reading and am now reading the second in the series Cities of Refuge by Connilyn Cossette. 
  


 
*** On my TV this week *** 
Sad that Hope Valley is finished, and have to wait until next year for the second season.  It's frustrating because there aren't many good family shows on the telly, and when it ends so quick, we are left with nothing to watch for a while.
 
The Turkish shows are also wrapping up their seasons, so I'll be left with nothing there to watch either.  Oh boy hahaha 
 
Turkish shows:
Guller Ve Gunahlar
Sevdigim Sensin
Yeralti
Abi
Cirkin 
 
YouTube:
Homemaking
Christian book vloggers
Quiet and simple living
Homemakers in Brazil, Portugal and Mexico 
 
Hallmark: 


 
*** Looking around the house *** 
It is quite dark this morning with the rainy weather we have.  But I love days like these, so everything looks cozy and warm. 
 
 
*** To do list for today*** 
Water inside plants 
Water plants and veggies outside on the patio 
Daily bible reading and devotional/bible study
Get at least 10k steps in
Homemaking chores
Meal plan and grocery list
Budget for this month 

 
*** What I am creating *** 
Well guess what?  I didn't pick up the crochet again all of last week, I have been painting like a madwoman.  Crochet will have to wait for now.
 
I painted the entire living room, and will do a separate post showing up but will leave a little pic underneath the next category.  
 
I am now currently in the middle of painting my bedroom.  
 
 
*** From the camera *** 
Just a before and now.  I am not finished with all the trim and the repainting of the doors and baseboards but it's already a huge difference and just how I wanted it.
 
So here's a before, when we first moved in, and until a few days ago, this living room was this mint green which I did not like at all.  This picture was taken right after we moved in.
 
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This is how it looks now, my vision coming to fruition.  I want this room to be very boho, earthy, full of plants and neutral tones. 
 
 

*** Devotional, Prayers, Bible Verses *** 
Please pray for my niece, for God to move in her life and show her exactly what to do right now.
 
My daughter Jasmine will be having eye surgery next month, please pray for her as well.  


Thursday, May 14, 2026

{ Homemaking like our Grandmothers - Great Grandma Ema }

  
Born in 1906 in Lourenco Marques, Mozambique.  Ema dos Santos, daughter of Dario and Maria do Patrocinio, was my paternal great grandmother, and a woman that molded me into the homemaker that I am today.
 
Not to say that the other women in my family didn't, but she had the most influence in my life. 
 
 
She didn't have an early happy childhood.  She was born in 1906 and 4 years later, her mother Maria died of cancer, leaving her alone with her father and older brother.  I don't remember his name, and I wish I did, but I only remember her younger brother's name which was Pompeu.
 
She would tell me the stories of sitting at her mother's bedside, in a hospital where all the nurses were nuns.  She didn't understand what was happening and thought her mother would return home, but she didn't.  In the beginning if was just her, her older brother and her father.  At the young age of 8, she became the homemaker and caretaker of them both.  She would tell me the stories of cleaning the house, making the meals, and how at night when she had to use the bathroom, she had to take a candle and go across the yard to the outhouse, always scared but she didn't want to show her fear, and so she just went about her business and then ran back into the house. 
 
 
Her older brother was much older than her, early twenties.  He loved fishing, and would often go for long periods of time, one of his favorite places was sitting on a cliff overlooking the ocean.  One day, while out fishing, a storm rolled in and he was struck by lightning and killed.  She was heartbroken, she had now lost her mother and brother.  But tragedy wouldn't end just there, her father remarried and that is when her younger brother Pompeu was born.
 
She would often say that she got along with her stepmother, she was a kind woman to her, and she loved her little brother and grew quite close to him.
 
When she was 13 years old, she returned home from school one afternoon, and found her father hanging in the bedroom.  He had taken his own life.  I couldn't fathom such grief and such heartbreak and loss for a child so young.  At 13 she had practically lost everyone.
 
At 16, she was married to a 29 year old, my great grandfather Eduardo.  She loved him dearly and was blessed to spend many years with him, and have my grandmother Odete.  Unfortunately my great grandfather passed from cancer at the age of 54, she was just 41 years old and again, left alone.  She spent the rest of her life loving him, never remarried.
 
She was the rock of our family.  As the family grew, she would be the caretaker, cooking meals for 15 to 20 at a time, never complaining, never regretting her life or the losses she suffered.  She just pushed through it all, quietly living her life and enjoying every moment of raising her grandchildren and great grandchildren.  She even got to meet her great great grandchild.  
 
She passed away on the 24th of March, 1999.  Almost a month to the day before my Jasmine was born on April 25th, 1999.  I was no longer in South Africa and I remember the day I found out she died, I was in the shower when my husband came to inform me.  I cried like I had never cried before, a guttural heart shattering cry, I don't think my heart had ever hurt like that.  All I have left of her are memories, life lessons and her wedding rings, along with my great grandfather's picture in a broche.    
 
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I will share more of her lessons and memories in upcoming posts.  She may not be here in the physical body anymore, but her presence and her love will forever be with me, and I thank God for blessing me with the best great grandmother. 

Wednesday, May 13, 2026

{ Homemaking like our Grandmothers }


A couple of weeks ago, as I lay in bed just thinking about my day, my mind drifted to my blog.  I was going over all the years I've devoted to this little corner of the internet, and how I wish I wouldn't stay away for so long, not have to step back as much.  But life gets in the way, as I've said so many times before.
 
I began praying and asking God for direction.  Was it worth continuing this blog if I am just showing up once a week?  Should I just step away for good.  I've had these thoughts over and over through the years, and He has always pushed me to stay put.  I always get the feeling that I am needed here.  
 
And then it came to me, through the Holy Spirit no doubt.  You need to focus on why this blog was created to begin with, not only as a means to share your life as a young wife and mother, to spread God's love, but also to encourage others to love the lives they have.  To not look at homemaking as a thing to be embarrassed of, or ashamed of, but rather to embrace it and continue this almost lost art of homemaking.
 
I'm not talking about homemaking the way they do nowadays.  Everything is so sterile, clean cut, modernized.  Everything is about cutting corners, getting things done as quickly and with the least effort at all.
 
I am talking about the old fashioned way of homemaking.  The way our grandmothers and great grandmothers did.  Yes it was hard and today we have things to facilitate, but we should be looking at those as extra not as the way.
 
I've been sitting on this idea for a week or so, and to be completely transparent with you all, I thought about not following through.  Just letting it sit in a corner of my mind, because I do have a Homemaker Series already posted.  But God wants me to focus on the older days, almost like a way to honor our grandmothers, to talk about them, the things they taught us, they things they did, where they came from.
 
I can only speak for myself, but I will say that I absolutely adore my great grandmother and both grandmothers, even though they've been gone a long time, I love them, I miss them and I cherish not only the moments we shared but the life lessons they taught me.
 
So, with that out of the way.  I am going to dive right in and begin this series.  Even if no one else joins in or likes it, it's for me, for my own record and I think our grandparents deserve to be honored and talked about.
 
What do I have in mind:
 
Introducing our great grandmothers, grandmothers
I was blessed to have grown up and be half raised by my great grandmother Ema.  I say half raised because she didn't raise us all on her own, she lived with us and helped raise us while our stepmother and father worked.
 
My grandmothers led very different lives, I didn't get to have a close relationship with my maternal grandmother because she lived overseas.  As for grandma Odete, I think if you've followed me long enough, you know how much I adore her.  So, I will start by introducing each one, each will get a post of their own, I will share as many pictures as I can, or have, and talk about their lives and who they were.  (if you join in, you do the same with your family and share them as well so we get to know who they were).
 
Cleaning
How did they clean, did they have a routine, what did they use to clean, products, tips, ideas.
 
Cooking
Did they cook, what were some of their favorite recipes or dishes the family always requested from them.  Did they teach you how to cook?
 
Decorating
What did their homes look like, what did they consider a homey home, were they into the doilies, or a different style.  
 
Art of afternoon tea
Did you share afternoon tea with your grandmothers, did they enjoy their afternoon tea, what did they eat, traditions and so on.
 
Sewing, Mending, knitting or crocheting
Did they do either of these, and if they did, did they teach you?  Do you have anything they made that you can share.
 
Faith
Were they religious, did they believe in God, did they share their thoughts with you or the family.
 
Natural remedies
How did they deal with sickness, was there something they did for you whenever you were sick, that you now do for your own children? 
 
Favorite songs
If your great grandmother or grandmothers were anything like mine, they would have had certain songs that they seemed to hum while cleaning or cooking.  I will share theirs.
 
 
That's basically the gist of what I will be doing for this series.  If anything else comes to mind, I will add it, but those are the posts that I will be making.
 
The first one will go live tomorrow and I will be starting with my great grandmother Ema.
 
I do hope you will join me, I would love to know about your own grandmothers, meet them, see what they were about and I'm sure even learn something from them too.
 
If you only want to come by and read about mine, that's fine too.  
 
I just think our wonderful families deserve to be showcased and not forgotten. ♥