Saturday, October 6, 2018

{ When things start falling apart but you push through - Blogtober 2018 }



Oh friends, my heart is so sore.

Our dear Bella is not doing well, and we are watching her fade away right before our eyes.  I find myself going between wanting it all to just end so that she can be pain free and at peace, or wanting her to stay with us longer.

It's excruciatingly heartbreaking witnessing a pet go through this.

Feels like the past two days we've received blow after blow.  At times like these human nature wants you to yell out and blame or question God, but if there's one thing I have learned is that, it is never the solution, and so instead of questioning or flailing my arms in despair, I thank God even in these dark moments.

We are going from minute to minute, hour to hour, just pushing through, just making it.

I'm sorry if I don't have anything else to share with you, or a long post about my day, my heart is just not in it.

I'll keep you all updated though, and I'm sure by tomorrow or Monday I'll be back to normal blogging.

Have a blessed night!!!

6 comments:

  1. Prayers and hugs for all of you.

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  2. Thinking of you, that's such a hard one.

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  3. Praying over Bella, your mother-in-law, and your family. (((HUG)))

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  4. We went through this last November. It's a decision I never wanted to have to make. In times like these, I remind myself to ask God, "What now?" and ask for guidance to show me what He wants me to do next. Hugs to you all.

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  5. Love, hugs and prayers for your mom-in-law and your family with Bella.

    FlowerLady

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